Friday, March 2, 2007

Laws, Soap, Warming

Its becoming harder to get wireless for long enough to make connection with my blog everyday. I’m sorry to those who feel left out of the fun. I promise I’ll try harder. The past 3 days have been a jerk of a ride I’m afraid. The crazy weather made traveling difficult and at times a bit frightening. Another downer was I grew too quick an attachment for Mark in Hollywood. It turns out Mark was looking for a great story – and sex - more than he was truly connecting with me. So I feel slightly stupid. He also has a camera full of photos of me.

It’s odd, but in America there seems to be an undercurrent with gay men seeking young guys with uncut cocks. This is strange to me – as most the guys I’ve had the pleasure of visiting nude have also been uncut. I don’t think there is any difference...unless the guy doesn’t use soap. (Which is so repulsive at its worst I won’t go into it any further.) So my coveted uncut wang has again been photographed - but I'm willing to be at peace with this...Mark did provide me with a hotel room and food. I keep reminding myself that I only will live this once - nothing is permenent - so not to be afraid of irrational things such as a stranger possessing 100 photos of my naked body.

To continue...what a journey...large "hail", vicious winds, bad hangovers, and too much walking have taken some wind from my sails. I was consoled that at least I missed another blizzard in the north.

That was how I felt until last night. I regained my confidence in Fort Lauderdale last night – and had some incredible conversations about the world becoming warmer and climates rupturing. Scary stuff – but its good to hear other friends my age becoming aware and teaching each other about it. I also received a lengthy lecture about cigarettes. There are laws about everything in America...and always someone there to remind you of them. One of the last things I recall with clarity in the evening was convincing a policeman that it wasnt my fault I had an "open container"...and he laughed and made me pour the rest of my beer away. And that's when I met Jeff